random writing

her face filled with wrinkles
but she never looked more beautiful
her hands shaking beyond her control
but still so full of love
her smile shining through
when all else fails to
the beauty of her eyes
tell you the story of her life
and oh when she speaks
it’s pure revelation

30 november 2009

random writing

an imprint of you has been left in me

never to leave me again

i shall carry you with pride

for my lifetime yet to come

12 augustus 2009

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elegantly imprisoning
me with your presence
shamelessly flirting
with my desires
tempting me with
your confidence
eternally seducing my mind
with your rhetorical charm

random writing

feed my ego

nourish my pride

give me the attention

i so eagerly seek

fill my mind with

your praising approval

reassure me

of my beauty

build me a house

of resonance

echoing all

of my virtues

june 8th 2009

random writing

tell me all you felt.

tell me all that you

didn’t have the courage

to tell me before.

unveil what you buried deep inside you.

invite me into your heart,

and let me reign it for one last time.

invite me into your mind,

and let me rule it just this once again.



june 21st 2009

random writing

adjacent memories causing nothing but

an agonizing pain in my heart

nostalgia rising above all other.

overbearing thoughts of past ecstasy

distorting present illuminations

quivering the heart and soul into

one mashed up chaos

random writing

Roaming through the world.

having no destination

wandering on the street

of hollow faces

staring away as they

melt down in vain

stuck on an island where

all I can see is you

teardown my wall and

enter my world by storm

alleviate me from my misery

and heal my heart

make me see my path

filled with the graceful colors of life

june 27th 2009

random writing

i’m a vagabond in my own world

traveling from one dream to another

no permanent place to rest my weary heart

my drifting mind abandons me frequently

leaving my soul wandering around

9 october 2009

random writing

still with these stationary feelings
you pop again in my life
ever so smoothly
ever so charming
sweeping me of my feet
elevating me to this cloud
leaving me floating
on this illusion
high on you i remain

random writing

it's the idea of you i desired
it's the idea of you're mine i liked
it's the idea of having you around i thought i needed

but when you were mine to have, i needed out
but when you were around me, i desired to run
and when you were just you, i didn't like

so this is the illusion
the confusion of the mind
of what is real and what is not
not to be distinguished by the heart

and now that you're gone
again i miss you
again i feel i need you
again it's you i desire